Dec. 31st, 2015

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It's been a long time since I've posted anything in LiveJournal. Essentially, I've been really busy and LJ began to lose its utility & interest in my life.

I had begun to focus my attention on Google+, made some updates to FaceBook esp for my freelance square dance calling, spending more time on Twitter and joined Instagram. Each has their own strengths & weaknesses... none of them give me everything I want in a social media experience, but all address a part.

But I've come back to LJ, by accident and by design. By accident, in that I was being notified by LJ that my account was being attacked/hijacked by someone in Poland so it was clearly time to update my passwords. By design in that this is the only social media outlet I use which is designed for long form writing. Indeed, all other formats enforce short snippets (esp Twitter).

To sum up, I miss writing & reading longer & more thoughtful pieces here. My life doesn't fit into 140 characters.

Anyone else still here?
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I hardly know where to start on 2015...

Workwise, it was a see-saw year. Because of management & staffing issues going back to late 2014, I had had enough by March. My team of six was whittled down to a team of two (soon to be one), the powers-that-be were delaying the replacement of our failing storage array, and our product line seemed to be in utter disarray. In short, it was ugly and my work life had become a daily struggle to get out of bed.

I got myself certified for Amazon Web Services to add to & freshen my resume. I interviewed at several places, turned down a couple of offers as they didn't seem a good fit for me for sundry reasons, and talked with a lot of recruiters to see what was going on out in the world. In all, there were many opportunities if I needed a job immediately.

Then I did something which was outside of my normal comfort zone: I telephoned our new CTO directly to tell him precisely how ugly things had become for me and my team, and to ask him to make a case why I shouldn't turn in my resignation in the next few business days. And to my surprise, he listened and we had a good discussion.

The CTO had only been on the job for approximately four weeks at that point so the various problems were not his fault; he asked me for three months so he could prove himself and make improvements. If after 90 days things were still ugly, he'd accept my resignation and wish me well.

And he did exactly what he promised. Some of the easier issues were tackled quickly, some took a few weeks and the hiring of new team members took closer to four months, but he did address everything I brought to him. Even the storage array issue was tackled: a test unit for our non-production systems was purchased within the three month period, and a proper larger unit for Production was purchased later in the year. My team is now up to three bodies. We've tightened our procedures for ticket review & execution. We've invested in automation of trivial matters. We shut down an unprofitable division of the firm, giving my team new hardware to replace the aging & failing components we loathed.

So here I am at the end of 2015, wrapping up my seventh year working for Deem (formerly Rearden Commerce), and I'm content to stay where I am. The pay is good, I feel valued & useful, and there are many learning opportunities for new tech. Life is good.

The past month has required some ridiculous working hours, but all is good. The old storage array went off support at the end of September, and we had been gradually losing hard drives since then. As I write this, there are eight dead drives in that machine. We do have the new storage array however so I had been working weekends & nights to migrate the critical data off the old Fujitsu array onto the new Fujitsu one. There is still a lot of data to move, but the most critical parts are done so I can sleep nights once again.

I haven't spent this much time in storage area networks in years, or in Veritas clustering & volume management. All of these things however are useful for maintaining a marketable skillset.

We've also been stepping up the virtualization of applications in our production & non-production systems. We had used the "vserver" package previously to do virtualization on Linux, but it didn't have memory, disk, or CPU usage restrictions. That package wasn't supported in later versions of Ubuntu Linux so we've migrated to Xen for virtualization. A large part of my summer was spent moving apps over to Xen guests but 230+ apps later, it's nearly done. If we didn't have an end-of-year production freeze, I would have finished up everything this month.

In the coming year, I need to finish migrating data off the old storage array, then figure out how to dispose of three refrigerator-sized cabinets of disks. The old traffic balancers will be phased out in favour of F5 units. I finish our migration off old Ubuntu and older RedHat Linux platforms into Ubuntu 14 and Xen. And there will be many other little things which pop up periodically. It never ends --and that's a good thing for my bank account.

As of today, I have 4,200 days left until retirement. Sweet!
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I think I've been socializing less in 2015 than in prior years. Part of it was being busy, some of it was just needing more personal time to keep my introvert self from going postal.

I'm still out calling square dances regularly, although I've been turning down most outside gigs. For the most part, I'm calling regularly for the Chesapeake Squares in Baltimore, DC Lambda Squares in DC, our own C2 group in Arlington, VA, and an occasional Zig Zaggers (A2) gig in Vienna, VA. It works out to at least one gig per week on average, although sometimes the scheduling goes nuts and I get 3-4 gigs in a single week. And it's enough.

On occasion, we attend fly-ins and weekend dance events, but these days I'm content to put in an appearance without actually dancing. This year, we attended:

  • ACDC 2015, DC Lambda Squares
  • Independence Squares' fly-in
  • Pass the Ocean, Hon!
  • IAGSDC convention in St Louis
  • John Marshall's C2 weekend
  • Harvest Moon Festival
  • Harvest Festival Hoedown, DC Lambda Squares

and a few others I've probably overlooked.

Both DC and Baltimore had Mainstream classes this year; I was one of the instructors, but not the primary. I like teaching and workshops in general, but Mainstream is by far the hardest to teach and requires the most preparation work. Ultimately, for the good of the square dance industrial complex, it's the most important program to (a) get people into dancing at all, and (b) get them dancing well so that they can, if they chose, move on to other dance programs. That said, it's the part of the industry I think I'm least qualified to do, and have the least interest in doing. It's just not me, and I'm fine with acknowledging it's not my strong suit.

We're registered for the CALLERLAB convention in Norfolk, VA, in 2016; I'm on a couple of panels. We're also registered for the 2016 IAGSDC bash in Toronto; I'll be a TA for the caller school.

I'm still a vice-president for the Mid-Atlantic Challenge Association. We had Sandie Bryant calling at our spring event this year, and John Marshall for our December membership dance event. We'll have Don Moger in spring 2016, as well as Ett McAttee late in the year. We're also adding an A2/C1 event in August of 2016 with Dayle Hodge & Doren McBroom co-calling. And we have Ross Howell signed up for spring of 2017.

In other projects, MACA secretary Kathy Zottmann sorted through boxes of archived materials, sending me three. I've dutifully scanned all of those pages into PDF files; when time allows, I'll index them properly so we have a working archive of documents from the 1970s, 1980s & 1990s.

The new MACA executive is selected in January; I expect to be a VP again for another two years, but am not counting my chickens too early.

Our happy hour crowd still meets regularly although I haven't attended much at all this year. I miss them, but I've been so exhausted most Friday nights that I can't get my sorry ass downtown to link up with the boys. A greater effort will be made in 2016.

We still have our trailer at Roseland Resort in West Viriginia, and I love it more than ever. It needed some maintenance this season, including replacing the power distributor, replacing some fixtures, and having a roof built over it and half of the outside deck. The roof was required because of leaks in the ceiling of the trailer which we never seemed to be able to permanently address; it also has the advantage of giving some shade to the dining area of the deck so we can go outside without burning to a crisp during summer, but leaving half the deck open for those who wish direct sunlight or star gazing at night.
One last trailer weekend for this season.


This fall, Michael and I stayed at the trailer for the week following Labour Day. Heaven! I was technically still working, but the wifi at the main campground buildings is solid enough to support my VPN to the office. And I got vastly more done in that week than I had in any other to that point because of the lack of distractions. And using the poolroom bar as a standing desk has convinced me of their virtues: I was surprised how well & how comfortable it was to work standing!

The sitting lounge above the barroom is a great place to work too but much too dark. I now have a USB-powered light for my laptop to help in such circumstances.

Our trailer was just barely out of wifi range from the main buildings and the new campus network hadn't reached to us on Rose Hill yet at the end of 2015, but I assembled a hotspot repeater with a high gain antenna in October, giving us a very useful & stable signal from inside our trailer to the main buildings and thus to the outside world. Now that the deck & roof is complete, we'll permanently mount the new antenna when we de-winterize in the spring of 2016.

We need to sort out our trailer weekends for 2016 still, but I'm looking forward to it all. And I'm hoping to spend an extra full week there, perhaps after Memorial Day, in addition to our traditional Labour Day week.
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I wish I could say I've made enormous progress at the gym, but I'm uncertain if there was actually any made.

By my measurements, my arms, chest, waist, weight and body fat composition are almost no different today than they were a year ago: I've added a half-inch to my chest, hips, upper arms and neck, but that's it. My percentage body fat was flat, as was my overall weight.

Despite the absence of changes in volume, I am stronger: my weight stack has increased over the year, especially the leg days.

Part of the problem was a shoulder blade injury in early summer which has kept me from doing a lot of back & shoulder exercises until lately. I'm not quite back onto my usual routine, but am not far off. Carpal tunnel issues still come up periodically as nearly everything I do has some component of gripping, lifting or pushing with my hands. That wouldn't be so bad except for the vast amounts of typing I do through the course of my day for work, among other things. Pacing and patience is required.



In December, I began modifying my gym routine: instead of three sets of 12 reps for most exercises, I'm now doing eight sets of eight reps with slightly less weight. The theory is that I'm still working muscles to exhaustion but emphasizing volume for each exercise rather than absolute muscle strain. In theory, this should also build up some muscle volume for visual aesthetics; I gladly admit that I'd like to look as good on the outside as I feel on the inside, and I have received some appreciative comments from time to time, noting that my workouts are making a visible difference.

This morning, I spent $99 for a DEXA scan. It's a head-to-toe pencil x-ray scan: lay down on the scanner bed while the x-ray emitter in an arm suspended over the table zips side-to-side as the arm itself travels the length of the bed. While these scans are most commonly used for measuring bone density --mine is 1.362 g/cm^2, a high level of density-- they are useful for measuring body fat. Indeed, it is the gold standard for measuring fat and can indicate percentages of body fat in various parts of the body.

From the scan, can say that my overall body fat is 25.1%. My goal is to get that into the 18-20% range, although that will take some work: clearly, everything I've been doing thus far isn't getting me anywhere. My current weight is 183.7 lbs: 176.8 lbs of tissue, 44.4 lbs fat, 132.4 lbs lean, 7.0 lbs bone mineral content. 32.6% of that fat is in the abdomen/belly area, 21% in the hips/pelvis --this is a relatively normal distribution, apple-shaped rather than pear-shaped. The arms have about 20.2% fat, legs 19.5%, trunk (chest+abdomen) 29.9%.

My arms and legs are fairly well balanced with nearly equal distributions of fat, bone & muscle in each. My left torso is slightly more developed than my right, probably a result of favouring my left side through the summer while my right shoulder was injured, but the difference isn't statistically huge.

In short, yeah, I have fat to lose. Losing a bit more than 5% of that fat would achieve my 2016 goals, a total of about 10 lbs off my current weight. Alternatively, I could gain 30 lbs of muscle while holding the fat stable, thus reducing the percentage fat to the same 20% level --which seems relatively unlikely although not an unworthy goal.

One of the major points I've come to appreciate is that I don't eat enough protein to get the muscle growth I'd like. In effect, I'm putting in the effort on the weight floor but not supporting my body's attempts to meet my demands. I'm not a professional weightlifter so a moderate goal of 1g per pound of lean body mass (gods, I hate mixed measuring systems, but that's the rule of thumb here) is appropriate. I now have DEXA proof my lean body mass is 139.3 lbs so I should be getting about 140g of protein daily. How hard can that be?

Well, there are six grams of protein in an egg, 38g in a cup of diced chicken, 8g in a cup of milk (interestingly, soy milk is exactly the same: 8g), 23g in a 3oz portion of steak. In short, yes, 140g is achievable but it's gonna take a huge amount of eating. About two dozen eggs or a quarter of diced chicken *daily*. And it would take still more if I really wanted to beef up.

At the moment, I have no idea how I'm going to do this: I've set aside some time this weekend to figure out how I could possible eat this much protein. There's probably going to be a lot of whey protein supplements in my future... any advice on this is welcome.

This weekend, I'm also going to revise my workout regimen, partly to shake up my routine a bit, and partly to stretch myself into areas I haven't ventured. My chest development lately is pretty good, but I want to work the upper chest more aggressively for a more balanced appearance. My legs are plenty strong so I don't feel a compelling need to keep hammering them more than the squats & inverted leg press work I already have, especially since a leg workout gets incorporated into many of my other full-body exercises. I anticipate fewer barbell and more dumbbell workouts in future, pushing for better balance and internal stabilization. And I need to get my neglected back & shoulders back up to par without re-injuring myself. The project never ends.
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For the most part, home life has been pretty stable. Neither Michael, Kent nor myself have died, the house hasn't burned down, the cars didn't explode and family drama has been relatively minimal. We've all had some health challenges, but we're still here.

Sadly, this year, we said goodbye to Kent's mother Zoe who passed away August 19. She had been in relatively weak health since her stroke a couple of years ago but this still caught us all by surprise. We scattered some ashes near their home in Maryland this fall and plan to scatter more of her ashes in Florida near their winter home in March 2016. We miss her.

We also had an addition: Michael's youngest daughter & her husband welcomed their first child, Elodie, June 13. She was a month early but needed only minimal observation at the hospital before being released. In the time since, she's grown quickly, is interacting with people, has expressed interest in her environment, and is on the cusp of crawling. And she's a total delight. She's on her way to being the most photographed baby in human history.

Because her family lives on the east side of DC, we get to see her much more frequently than we have the other grandkids in Ohio, and we're close enough to be an alternate daycare for her while the parents are working. Elodie is a lot of fun, at least when she's not in a crying mood anyway.


I'm currently 48, creeping to 49 next month and, naturally, will hit 50 about a year from now. By way of celebrating my pending 50th and Michael's pending 60th (Kent is somewhere between), our plan is for the three of us to spend 7-10 days in London & the English countryside in September 2016. While I've wanted to do something like this for a long time, there has always been some family crisis which drained my chequing account before I could escape. That will not be permitted this time.

In mid-2014, we put solar panels on our house. They are still pretty damn cool. Our accumulated electricity expense since installation about 18 months ago is less than $20.

I still have no car. My Civic died a year ago; we decided to struggle through with just Kent's Dodge Caravan and Michael's Chevy Cobalt. And so far, while some planning & coordination has been needed, we've done pretty well with only the two vehicles. We have no plans for a third vehicle at this time.

The state of Maryland kinda downgraded our house this week. The valuation of property by the state government for purposes of establishing property taxes by counties & municipalities is conducted every three years. In 2012, our home was valued (land & buildings) at $495,800; this week, we were notified the revised value is $433,200, a drop of about $60k. Of course, this is only for tax purposes: actually sales price if we were to sell would probably be closer to the former than the latter. Still, since it is for tax purposes, I'm more than happy to take the lower value. And we're not planning to sell or move anyway.
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I haven't thought much about new year's resolutions this time around. For the most part, anything I could write as a resolution is already a project in progress.

Here's what I plan for the coming year:

  • more rest & recreation, especially reading;
  • more trailer time. It's paid for, let's use it.
  • more date nights
  • more happy hours
  • more massages. 2015 was OK, 2016 will be better.
  • more travel. NYC, Europe, Canada, maybe Puerto Rico.
  • continue saving money. I've been stuffing away $200/paycheque into a savings account, nipping into it on occasion to finance special projects.
  • ongoing gym workouts, updating my workout plan in January
  • adding running to my workouts --presuming my left knee stop screaming at me.
  • revising my diet for reduced sugar, more protein
  • catching up on many of the online & web-based courses I have bookmarked or stored on my laptop. If nothing else, I need the disk space back.
  • learn to ride a motorcycle

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